feeling (and looking) fat this february

it's the start of february and you can't help but feel the strong pulsating atmosphere of that thing they call "love"... isn't these lines familiar?... "all we need is love"... "love is a many splendor thing"... "love makes the world go round"... love! love! love!... "p*tang inang pag-ibig yan!" <-- from "Ligaya ang Itawag mo sa akin"

bitter?! :o)... hahaha!... maybe? maybe not?... sometimes you need to be satisfied and be contented with what you have or in some cases, what you don't have... well in my case though, I'M NOT SATISFIED!!!... sino b naman ang ma satisfy kung ang makikita mo araw araw ay ang napakalaking TIYAN na nakaharap sa 'yo!!... haaay naku! sorry for that burst of unyielding emotions... but yes after a very long long stage of denial, i would finally admit that i am (lunok!) FAT!... yes ladies and gentlemen... im feeling and looking fat this february...

so what am i going to do about it?!... well for one, i could schedule jogging days... then i can have work out days ... then more sports-oriented days (like playing badminton and volleyball)... but for some reason or another there seems to be a problem for every solution that comes to my mind... "lang time mag jog"... "lang pera pang work out at badminton"... "lang venue mag volleyball"... see?... i know these are lame excuses but haven't you realized that sometimes you have a thousand and one excuses if you really don't want to do something or you are just too LAZY (ahem!) to do it?... tama nga yung "WHEN THERE'S A wILL THERE's A WAY"... pero if there's no will, there's no windmill! (indm nalang matira!)...

so here i am still moping around letting my own realization settle in my head (and heart! sniff! sniff!)...

I must strengthen my resolve to do everything in my power (both body & mind) to overcome this state of stagnation and really do something about my current situation... I must jog! ... I must work out!... I must be active!... I must! ... I must!... I MUST!...

aaaaaaarrrggghh!!!... I must do all of those in MARCH! :o)...hahaha!

trivia: did you know that february is the coldest month of our country?

with that, i think i'll stay fat this february!... who knows someone out there needs an extra pound of fat for extra heat!! :o)